One day, I got violent and I threw you out of my house. When I saw you, I could not control my emotions and shout at you.
To the lady, i was angry and i threw a skateboard at my frieind. You also became angry and left the place in a hurry. I am glad you are my mother because though life was not perfect I would not have become the person I am today. It is good that you feel sorrow for your action.
I have realized now that there are reasons to why I have become angry over the years, those reasons are the ones above but I have never admitted them fully to myself. In fact it is only destroying me and pushing you further away from me.
I rejected your love that was safe and sincere. I have talked to you in a voice you have told me was too loud, and denied that I was. I wish I could show you how much you mean to me now.
Looking forward to meeting you, soon. I have thought, felt, and talked of suicide in front of you. So I had to break off our romance. I believe that this time mistake has occurred because of my fault, I do not hesitate to say sorry to you.
It was wrong and I am ashamed I acted so childishly. I will not blame you for the anger and frustration I cause you to blow up at people when they say or do things that make me angry. I miss you more than I can say and wish I knew how to show you my heart.
Posted by: Duzragore | on October 2, 2012
I will not take to heart the negative things no matter how trivial people tell me and blame you for them. And I shouted at you because I was in so much of tension and the situation was so difficult. Sometimes you just have to let someone be free.
I only hope I can change before my behavior escalates to the point to where my abuse of you becomes more physical. I know that I overreacted and I hurt you by scolding you hard when you friends were home. I should have just said no I am too tired to go out instead of yelling at you.
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